#so basically a long period of stress and misery killed Sera and now I'm the replacement
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I wonder if it's detrimental to view myself as someone who dies and is replaced by a new version of myself, rather than a constantly changing but whole person
#I was just thinking about something from last summer#and i was like 'that Sera would have been so xy if she was here today#like.... I am here today#idk it's just hard to see my past as being the same person that's here today#I feel like i change soooo much in such little time#like yeah obviously I'm gonna be different than when i was like 14#but 14 year old Sera would be horrified to see current Sera ngl#and also like. I've changed a lot in less than a year#this is the saddest change tho. I miss Sera from last summer#I feel like core aspects of my personality are gone tbh#it also makes me nervous about hanging out with friends I haven't seen in awhile#like they're excited to see old Sera but they get me instead. that's disappointing#so basically a long period of stress and misery killed Sera and now I'm the replacement#but I really lost myself in the process huh#I died in a way I didn't want to#rip summer Sera. you were so funny and hot#this summer's Sera is looking to be mentally unstable and miserable#which will prob cause her to die and be replaced by an even worse version. this sucks#idk why I'm referring to myself as a separate person but like. that's what this post is about#I just don't see myself as having lived my past. those were different people and they're all dead#I miss some of them tho#Sera
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